Friday, May 21, 2010

TO BLOG OR NOT TO BLOG. BLAH*BLAH*BLAH*BLAH*BLAH! 

I HAVE BEEN WRITING NOW FOR QUITE SOME TIME...LIFE HAS UPS AND DOWNS AND WHIRLWINDS ALONG THE WAY.  I WRITE ABOUT ALL OF IT AND SOME OF IT AND NONE OF IT.....WHATEVER HAPPENS TO BE REAL...REAL LIFE....MINE!
I LIKE REAL.  I LIKE HONEST.  I LIKE TRUE AND HEARTFELT AND SILLY AND WHIMSICAL AND HEAVY, DEEP AND REAL AND NONSENSICAL AND HYSTERICAL AND SPECIAL AND CREATIVE AND SAD AND HAPPY AND LONELY AND HAPHAZARD AND QUIZZICAL AND DELIGHTED AND INTROSPECTIVE AND IRONIC AND OUTRAGEOUS AND RIDICULOUS AND SENTIMENTAL AND SARCASTIC AND MEANINGFUL AND CLEVER AND MELANCHOLY AND JAZZED UP AND REFLECTIVE AND BURSTING WITH JOY AND GRATEFUL AND SELF CENTERED AND CHALLENGED AND GOAL ORIENTED AND HARDWORKING AND MYSTERIOUS AND TRUE TO SELF AND SELF INDULGENT AND SUPERCILIOUS AND DRAMATIC AND SENSITIVE AND INSENSITIVE AND OVERRATED AND UNDERRATED AND HOPELESS AND HOPEFUL AND LOVING AND HEALING AND NURTURING AND PATHETIC AND APATHETIC AND DEFLATED AND ARBITRARY AND UNIMAGINABLE AND HUFFY AND ANGELIC AND SPIRITUAL AND SEXY AND SPLASHY AND STYLISH AND HEARTWARMING AND.........


I GUESS WHAT I'M SAYING IS.....THERE IS NO REAL "PURPOSE" OR PORPOISE FOR MY BLOG.....IT'S NOT SAVE THE WHALES OR PEACE FOR PORPOISES ON PURPOSE OR WITH PURPOSE OR PURPOSEFUL OR POWERFUL OR CONVINCING TO TRY THIS OF TRY THAT OR SUGGESTIVE OR YOU MIGHT WANNA OR HERE'S HOW I DO IT OR FOLLOW ME OR TRAVEL LIGHT OR EAT LIGHT OR SPEND LESS OR BUY QUALITY OR PHOTOGRAPH THIS OR PHOTOGRAPH THAT OR CREATED FOR YOU OR FOR YOUR MOM OR FOR THE CAUSE OR FOR THE AGED OR FOR THE POLITICAL  OR FOR THE MOVIE BUFFS OR FOR THE CATS OR WITH THE DOGS OR VIDEOGRAPHY OR LEGALLY OR FAMILY OR MOTHERS OR SISTERS OR CLASSICS OR ISTICS.....REALISTIC, AUTISTIC, MYSTIC, HEROIC, ARCTIC, SYMBIOTIC OR MAGNETIC OR HOLISTIC OR HEDONISTIC..... MATHEMATIC CINEMATIC OR SYSTEMATIC OR AUTOMATIC OR PROBLEMATIC OR SPAZMATIC OR ADRIATIC OR ORGANIC OR HYDROMATIC OR ERGONOMIC OR ECONOMIC GASTRONOMIC OR PROBLEMATIC OR EGOMANIACAL OR HYREOGLYPHIC OR GYNECOLOGIC OR EMBLEMATIC OR PSYCHOSYMPTOMATIC OR ENIGMATIC OR ELECTROMAGNETIC OR TRAUMATIC OR THEMATIC OR HYGIENIC OR EMBRYONIC OR SPASTIC OR ICELANDIC OR SYSTEMIC OR DRAMATIC OR ENDOPLASMIC .......
 IT'S MUCH MORE SIMPLE THAN THAT.  IT'S MINE.

MUST WRITE A BOOK!
MY FRIENDS, THEY SAY.
OVER AND OVER....
WHY NOT TODAY?

NO NOVEL. NO BIO.
IT'S ALL IN FUN!
NO JOKES OR POKES...
AT ANY OLD ONE.

NO IF'S! NO BUTS!
NO IN BETWEENS.
MY LIFE. THAT'S ALL.
CRAZY IT SEEMS!

ODD IT IS...
THAT I SHOULD CARE
THE WHO AND WHY?
AND WHEN AND WHERE?

I WISH I KNEW
WHY I MUST WRITE.
SO WHAT? WHO CARES?
IT'S LATE AT NIGHT!

IT'S WHAT I DO.
AND WHAT I'VE DONE.
THERE IS NO POINT.
IT'S JUST FOR FUN.

FUNNY. SILLY.
ONLY THE BEST.
DAYDREAMS. DREAM DATES
AND ALL THE REST.

IS THAT ENOUGH?
DO I WANT MORE?
I WRITE FOR ME....
AND SO MANY MORE.

STORIES AND STORIES
PLUS LOTS, LOTS MORE....
DRESS UPS.  MAKE UPS.
MIX UPS IN STORE!

BY ME. TO ME.
WITH DOGS AND CATS
HOT DOGS. DOG GONE.
THINGS THAT GO SPLAT!




STORIES TO TELL,
STORIES OF DARES...
DREAMS ARE LIKE REAL...
REAL LIFE NIGHT MARES.


GOOD NIGHTS. SWEET DAYS.
ONLY MY BEST.
TEENS ARE MY LIFE.
YOU KNOW THE REST.

I'M UP TOO LATE.
AWAKE. TIRED.
IT'S SHARE I MUST.
I AM INSPIRED.

MY LIFE WITH BIFF..
A DREAM!  A JOY!
2 CATS, 2 DOGS...
1 GIRL! 1 BOY! 

WEDDINGS. BABIES
LAUGHS WE DO SHARE.
TRUE LOVE.  BEST FRIENDS.


WE'RE QUITE A PAIR!






LOVING OUR BEST ...
THROUGH THICK. THROUGH THIN...
WE HAVE TO LAUGH...
THAT'S NOT A SIN!

AS LIFE GOES ON ...

THERE'S LOTS TO SAY...
FUNNY IT SEEMS..
IN OUR OWN WAY!


I WRITE. I BLOG.
IT'S MY OWN PLACE
IT'S LIFE. OUR WORLD.
WITH T.J. AND GRACE!


NEW MOMS , OLD KIDS,
THERE'S MUCH TO TELL
THE LIFE OF A MOM
GOING THROUGH HELL!


LOVE THEM I DO.
WITH ALL MY HEART
BUT TEENS REBEL...
THEY ARE SO SMART!


SHUT UP.YUP. HUH.
NOPE. GO AWAY. 
UP DAYS. DOWN DAYS.
THAT'S ALL THEY'LL SAY.



OLD DAYS. SUNDAYS.
TIMES OF OUR LIFE
WRITE IT. NOTE IT.
AS MOM, AS WIFE.




THIS BLOG I WRITE.
THIS IS MY PLACE.
MY NOOK. MY CAVE.
MY ONLY SPACE.


MOMS ON THE GO.
PLANNING. THINKING
DETAILS GALORE.
JUST WITH BLINKING.


DAYS GO SO FAST.
NIGHTS WITHOUT SLEEP

LOVE THEM. MISS THEM.
LET GO AND WEEP.


IT'S GOOD. IT'S TIME.
AWAY THEY GO.
MISS THEM. WITH THEM
HOME TO AND FRO.

FOR US. WITH US.
THEY GO. THEY STAY.
BEG TO BE NEAR.
OR FAR AWAY.



PUSH ME AND PULL ME.
I'M ALWAYS THERE.
NOTHING. SOMETHING.
WHAT IS THAT STARE?



IPOD . CELL PHONE
FACEBOOK. LAPTOP. .
WE BEG. WE PLEAD.
CALL US. DON'T STOP.


THEY STOP. THEY GO.
THEY TEXT. THEY CALL.
FOLLOW OR LEAD.
WE KNOW IT ALL!


KNOW WHAT TO DO
WE KNOW IT'S TRUE.
FAKE IT. MAKE IT.
IT'S NOTHING NEW!



THIS BLOG IS MY OWN.
MY OWN. MY NAME.
IT'S ME. IT'S NOW.
IT'S JUST MY GAME.


I WRITE. I LAUGH. I STOP. I THINK. I CRY. I DREAM. I SMILE WITH A  WINK......I FINALLY FOUND SOMETHING I LOVE!

HEY! WOULD YOU PLEASE TURN THAT DOWN. I CAN'T THINK!  CAN YOU PLEASE GET THAT?  IT'S FOR YOU......IT'S FOR ME...IT'S NOT SO MUCH ABOUT THE KIDS.....IT'S ABOUT ME WITH KIDS...WITH FAMILY....WITH FRIENDS....WITH MY VIEWPOINT. ALL ABOUT ME. WHAT ABOUT MY NEEDS.  IT'S ME, ALL ME.  EXCUSE ME, I WAS TALKING.  HELLLLLLOOOOOOO!  WOO HOO. IT'S ME!  RIGHT HERE.  THINKING OF INTERRUPTING ME.  NOPE. DON'T PLEASE DON'T.  THAT'S ENOUGH.  WAIT.  TAKE A BREATH.  SHHHHHH.


THANKS FOR LISTENING.



THAT'S NOT THE POINT
WHAT'S IT FOR?

IT'S ME AND MINE.....
INSIDE OUR DOOR.

IF IT'S NEWS THAT YOU WANT...
THERE'S NONE IN STORE.

I'VE GOT STORIES TO TELL

STORIES GALORE.


HOW I SEE THINGS.
ALL THE TIME.
IT'S THIS IS SHE....
AND THIS IS HE
WE ARE 2 WHO HAVE TO SEE....
EVERYDAY WE DO OUR BEST.....
WE HAVE 2 KIDS AND ALL THE REST!
WE HOPE, WE PRAY AND GIVE OUR ALL....
WE DREAM FOR THEM TO JUST STAND TALL.
WE HAVE NO SECRETS AND NO SURE WAY....
IT WAS EASY. THE PLAYGROUND. PLAYING ALL DAY.
WE LIFT THEM. WE LOVE THEM. WE HUG THEM TIGHT.....GOD KEEP THEM SAFE BOTH DAY AND NIGHT!


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